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The Tension Between Growth & Self-Sabotage: A Conversation About Consistency

May 14, 2026 • Amanda Rankin • Season 2 • Episode 8

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In this solo episode of Taking It Off-Topic, I share a real-time reflection about the internal struggle of self-sabotaging the very growth and momentum I’ve been praying for. As I begin to see God moving in my life, I’m also confronting the fear, inconsistency, and resistance that can show up when it’s time to truly build. I share what it looks like to stay committed to the work, remain grounded in faith, and keep laying the foundation for the things God has placed on my heart—even on the hard days. This episode is an honest reminder that growth requires consistency, surrender, and the willingness to keep showing up, even when your mind tries to convince you otherwise.

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